I hate myself for caring so much.
It really is a horrible trait.
Why do I care so much?

I just feel like I've been in such a funk lately.

I just seem so distanced from everyone.

My parents are mad at me for something I really don't understand and know. My brother is always on their side, sometimes even selling me out.

What am I doing that is so wrong? I wish someone would tell me. I'm so tired of living my life worrying about if I am doing something that will not please everyone around me.

I miss my best friends. All of our talks, knowing everything, laughing together.

I just don't even know anymore. I can't even find the words in me to speak, I haven't really laughed and been myself really in a while...

I wish there was a word for how I am feeling.

I need a good cry.
End of rant.